The Way I See It – Chapter 27


I don’t love holidays.

It’s not that I don’t love my family – I do very much.

But holidays are usually days when I have to interact with more people than normal – people who I don’t know very well.

People who don’t “get” me.

Thanksgiving day started out ok, except for the fact that, for some unknown reason, I wasn’t allowed to play video games much.

Something about family and being thankful.

I’m very thankful for video games.

They help keep my mind busy and me entertained.

I’m really good at them and feel a lot of pride in being able to beat levels.

I don’t get upset when I lose, because I enjoy facing the challenge of solving a problem to beat the level.

I know that there’s no point in arguing, at least not today.

Oh well, at least I’m allowed to watch tv.

Somehow, this is more “socially acceptable.”

We had to drive a long way.

I wasn’t allowed to play video games in the car, so it was a really boring ride.

I fell asleep, which helped to pass the time, but it’s bad because it usually means that I will have a ton of trouble falling asleep later on.

I had a snack, as it was already almost lunchtime.

I’m not sure why on holidays we eat at different times than the regular times.

This is not a very good idea, as when I don’t eat at regular intervals throughout the day, my blood sugar drops and I get very upset.

Did I mention that I have to wear my socks ALL DAY?

They really itch!!

And our dog was slobbering on me the whole way out – gross!

When we got to my Grammie’s house, I had to work hard to remember what I practice in Speech about social skills and who I was talking to.

The tv was on, which was great, but it made concentrating on the people I was saying hi to a bit more difficult.

My mom kept pestering me to stop laying down on the couch.

I don’t understand why I couldn’t lay down on Thanksgiving.

Holidays have a lot of rules that are not that fun.

Can you believe we never ate lunch?

I had another snack, but that’s not the same.

By the time we all sat down to eat dinner, I was very agitated.

It did not help at all that I was told that turkey was on my plate.


I hate turkey!

Why are we eating turkey?

I didn’t like much of the other food either.

The potatoes were ok, but then my mom tried to give me more – seriously?

I often just eat bread at family meals.

Why doesn’t anyone serve what I like to eat?

It was good that my mom let me chill out in one of the bedrooms with a tv after dinner.

But then my annoying brother came in and took the remote from me.

I called for my mom and he called me a tattle-tale.

I don’t know why I get in trouble for telling when someone else is doing something wrong.

That doesn’t make sense.

And then it was time to go.

I didn’t get to watch all of “The Incredibles,” but I don’t get upset like I did when I was younger, when things get interrupted.

It used to be so hard to stop what I was doing, what I was enjoying, without any warning.

Then came more saying good bye and “eye contact” with relatives.

Finally, it was back in the car.

This time our dog slept.

I understand that holidays are important.

I understand that my family is important. I love my family.

It’s just that on a day like today, I have to work so much harder to act “expectedly.”

It takes a lot out of me.

I hope that everyone knows that I held it together as much as possible because I love them.


6 thoughts on “The Way I See It – Chapter 27

  1. The story that you’re telling continues to amaze me. That last sentence was so powerful. Thank you for another beautiful chapter in your son’s story.

  2. Holidays are stressful no matter who you are. Expectations are high. Normal routines are replaced with rules that don;t always make sense. But, yes, we do adapt because we love.

  3. rosecappelli says:

    I agree that sometimes holiday rules don’t make much sense, and they can be very stressful. But Jacob has a good understanding of what we do because we love our family. I wish everyone had that much insight.

  4. “Thanksgiving day started out ok, except for the fact that, for some unknown reason, I wasn’t allowed to play video games much.

    Something about family and being thankful.

    I’m very thankful for video games.”

    I laughed when I read this part. I have a nephew who could have written this!

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s