Chapter 29

Today was the worst day ever.

I made the biggest mistake ever.

We were all finished our state testing, so I decided to listen to my music on my device.

But we weren’t allowed to do that, although everyone was finished.

My teacher was so frustrated that she gave me a blue slip.

A blue slip!

Only the bad kids get those.

I don’t see why I couldn’t quietly listen to my music.

But my teacher was really mad.

After testing, I went to my language arts class.

I sort of lost it during that class and my teacher had to send me down to the counselor.

The day kept getting worse and worse, as you see.

My counselor talked about how we all make mistakes and to give myself a break.

That was nice.

At lunch, I didn’t want anyone to know or talk about what happened.

Not even Lindsey.

I was too embarrassed.

As soon as I ate, I went to the library.

Or tried to go to the library.

This is when I got into trouble again!

As soon as I walked in Ms. Reynolds starts waving her arms for me to get out.

I noticed that there were kids in there taking their test still.

I’m so stupid!

Now Ms. Reynolds hates me!

Why do I keep making all of these stupid decisions?

What was worse what that I couldn’t go to the only place that makes me happy on the day I needed it the most.

When I got home, I told my mom everything.

She just hugged me, which was nice.

She asked if I wanted to email my teachers to apologize.

I did.

It was odd.

When Ms. Reynolds replied, she said that she didn’t even think about it after it happened (my walking in and disturbing testing).

She also said that a bunch of kids did it.

She ended by saying that now I knew that the library was off limits during testing and she looked forward to seeing me in the morning.

Huh.

Then I got the reply from my math teacher who gave me the blue slip.

She wrote that all was forgiven and now I knew what the rules were.

She even thanked me for my mature attitude about the situation.

Then she said she was glad that I was in her class and that she thought I was great.

That was definitely not how I expected this day to end.

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A Story from the Past

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A young man, searching for himself.

A young woman, searching for a home.

On leave, attending a dance.

Downtown, looking to unwind from a week of work.

Eyes meet – love at first sight?

Maybe just shy smiles and a polite dance.

Headed out in the morning.

Wishing for a way out.

Not much in common, even their language.

But the heart wants what it yearns for:

Fresh starts, new beginnings, hope for a future, burgeoning love.

Chapter 28

“Jack? Jack! Where are you?”

Mumbled, “here.”

“Where?” mom asked?

“Down here.”

“Why are you down in the basement?”

Pause.

“It was the worst day ever, Mom. I didn’t take my focus medicine and for some reason, I decided to take a piece of candy from one of the popular girls.”

“You took her candy?”

“She brought candy for everyone, but not me.  I took some anyway. One of the boys she hangs out with was there and started to call me a spaz. I tried to apologize, but she said, ‘Not now, Jack.’”

“Oh.”

“I’m so stupid. I will never live this down.”

“Do you want to buy her candy as an apology?”

“No! I don’t want to remind all of them what happened.”

“Did you try to apologize?”

“Yes, but she didn’t accept my apology.”

“Jack, you tried to apologize and you made a simple mistake. If they cannot accept that, then they are not your friends.”

“I know they are not my friends.”

“So you have to let this go.”

“I can’t stop thinking about it. I will never forget how I acted.”

“You will. Something else will come up to distract them and you from this day. I promise. Now, try to focus on something else, like your homework, or a book.”

“Can I have just a little while longer to be alone and listen to my music?”

“Sure. You can have until dinner. Then we will distract you with something else.”

“Thanks, Mom.”

I Would Rather…

would rather…..                                                                     ….instead of 

drink an Arnold Palmer                                                      any kind of soda

get up early                                                                            stay up late

put everything away                                                            have things lay about

play or watch a sport                                                           go to a party

read a book                                                                            watch a movie

eat out                                                                                     bake anything

be by the ocean                                                                     camp outside

play with kids                                                                         be at the adult’s table

visit relatives                                                                          be dressed up (with stocking)

swim                                                                                         run

Thanks for the inspiration for this post from our March SOL.